Every day it feels like things fall more into place for me. I feel more confident in myself in gaining that independency and to stop focusing so much on other people. I used to worry too much and thought way too deep into any problem or person I was involved with. I finally let my past teach me a lesson that I should have learned a long time ago. I stopped worrying, I stopped thinking so much, I stopped focusing on people who never cared to focus on me. I let in all the right people, and let go of all the wrong. I’m finally moving on and making myself happy for once. I hurt myself longer than I should have, but now the pain is gone and I’ve never felt so relieved. I have such an amazing person in my life, someone I’ve always fought for in other people, someone who shows me that having fear is the last thing I will need to feel. My boyfriend shows me sides that I struggled to find. I don’t let my past and those who hurt me before, stop me from being who I know I can be with the right person. He’s there, not to hurt me, but to give me that love I’ve always deserved. Aside from that, my sister and I are moving into our first apartment together. Although the sound of having more bills to pay by the end of the month scares me, I know I can do it. I know I’ll always be okay, especially with the great support system I have next to me. My family, My boyfriend, and the close friends I know I have. I’m finally happy, I’m finally content, I’m finally okay. Though life will throw more struggles down my way, I’ve pulled through and I’ll continue to pull through. I WILL NOT LET ANYONE BRING ME DOWN AGAIN.
